Smokey'e Turmoil. Satan's Anarchy, #7

JasmineI have been alone for so long now. I'm living in my car because I don't want to waste money on a motel. Most of the towns I've been in are only a place to crash for a few days and make some money before moving on. It all changes when one girl decides to befriend me. Now, I'm living in Smokey's apartment while he stays at the clubhouse for the most part. Still, I'm klutzy as hell and that's the one thing I can't do anything about.
Have you ever spilled several plates of food on a biker? I have. It's not fun and I'm scared to death every time people sit in my section. Things change when I find out my cousin is living in the same town. Now, I have a reason to stay in Shadowville. I take her in and raise her as my own. Then, a little boy absolutely captures my attention, and he needs someone to love on him and take him in too.
That's when everything changes. Again. SmokeyI don't want an ol' lady or children. My only focus is the club and what we're doing. However, I can't stop myself from helping Jasmine. There's a pull between us and I have no problem exploring it. As long as she understands it will never lead to anything important between us. Nothing is ever long-term with any woman who spends time in my bed. When kids become involved, I can't handle it.
There is no way in hell I want to be in the same home as Jasmine and the kids. My past rears it's ugly head and I make the worst decision of my life. One I might not be able to come back from. No matter what happens, it's not just between Jasmine and me. There are other people to consider, and I've never had to do that before.