We Make Clocks, Not Time

There are many misconceptions about psychosis, and the stigma surrounding it can be a major obstacle for those needing help. In this book, John F. Gerrard relates his lived experience with paranoia, delusions of grandeur, and other mental health concerns in an effort to humanize these symptoms. While writing about those struggles, he also explores the philosophical questions he wrestled with in his recovery, dealing with issues such as personal identity and free will. Praise for We Make Clocks, Not Time : "We Make Clocks, Not Time is an intimate and contemporary analysis of psychosis, art, mind, and meaning, by a truly exceptional and insightful artist." - Matthew Swann, Peer, BA (Philosophy of Religion) "Gerrard provides a brilliant account and assessment of delusionary thinking and experience from the other side, its inside out.
Clear clinical prose transforms insight into an antidote to balance extremes of psychosis ranging from flying high on possibility to being grounded in shame. We Make Clocks, Not Time is a survival narrative and mesmerizing story built with language that act and refuses to be acted upon, that 'breaches the haze of suffering that denies us creativity and literature' (Belcourt). " - Chris Frey "A must-read to better recognize and grasp hope, connection, and belonging in yourself and in those you care about.
Journey from the abstract depths of shame and self-loathing to the focused absolute heights of self-discovery, responsibility, and free will. I will include this book in my resource library for those making the time to understand and celebrate self-discovery and personal growth." - Debbie Wiebe, Nationally Certified Peer Support Mentor, Peer Support Canada "We Make Clocks, Not Time describes an incredible personal journey and a brave navigation of space, time, self-preservation, and self-will.
Along the way, John Gerrard's writing invokes compassion and empathy. I am so grateful for this inspiring book. It has enriched both my nursing practice and many of my personal relationships. I am humbled by people like Gerrard, who share their experiences so thoughtfully and sensitively, building new structures for both personal and societal understanding and growth." - Alisha de Haan, Licensed Practical Nurse