The Chaos Manual (and Other Feelings)

Noah has already ruined everything once. And he knows it. Coming back to school after what happened isn't a fresh start - it's just a constant reminder that some things don't get fixed. So he does what he does best: pretends he doesn't care, keeps himself from getting attached, and never feels more than he's supposed to. The problem? That lasts exactly until the wrong people show up. An ex who never quite left.
A new boy who turns his whole world sideways. And someone who was always there... but who he never knew how to see. Noah gets involved, lies, loses himself - and by the time he realizes it, he's already standing in the middle of a mess entirely of his own making. Because feelings are complicated. But choosing between them can be worse. And in the end, Noah will have to find out the hard way: not everyone you love is who you're meant to choose.