I Will Probably Regret This

One family. A thousand fractures. No way to hide from the truth. This is not a neat story. It is a confession, a testimony, and sometimes a fight. It is the voice of a woman who grew up inside love that cut as often as it healed, who carried secrets that were too heavy to say out loud, and who finally decided to tell them anyway. It begins in the places we don't usually go-family dinners filled with tension, hospital waiting rooms that feel endless, bedrooms where shame and desire live side by side.
It moves through the mess of addiction, the sting of a mother's sharp words, the weight of depression, and the strange intimacy of private rituals. At every turn, it asks what it means to protect someone you love, even when you can't protect yourself. This book is brutal in its honesty and tender in its heart. It is for anyone who has ever felt both love and anger for their family, who has carried guilt for the things they couldn't stop, or who has struggled to believe they are enough.
It will not give you all the answers. But it will remind you that you are not the only one asking the hardest questions.