Built for Goldie. Storm Hogs MC, #4

?????? ????????'?? ?????????????????? ?????? ?????? ?????????? ?????? ??????????...????????I've never been interested in settling down. I like having my options. Everything changes when she crashes into me. Like a switch being flipped, every woman except her ceases to exist. I'm doing everything I can to be close to her - joining the gym she just opened, helping her clean up for the day... It's not until she randomly starts pushing me away that I realize she's hurting.
Am I enough to heal her, or is what she's going through going to end us for good?~*~*~??????????????I should be happy that I opened this gym, that I'm a successful business owner now. Instead, all I feel is sadness. Because the only reason this is possible is because my parents passed away. I force a smile on my face every day, and for a little while, Beau makes me forget about the pain residing in my heart.
But that day is drawing closer, and I can't handle it. I'm self-destructing. Will I be able to let Beau help me, or will my self-destructive tendencies destroy everything we've managed to build?