Famesick. A Memoir

In this rowdy, frank, and moving reflection on illness, fame, sex, and everything in between, the remarkable mind behind the hit series Girls and the bestselling author of Not That Kind of Girl asks whether pursuing her creative ambitions has been worth the pain. For the last decade, being the owner and operator of Lena Dunham's body has felt, as she puts it, "like towing a wrecked car across town at midnight".
It's not easy dragging a wrecked car anywhere, much less to the Met Gala while sewn into a gold lamé corset. Or to the set of the hit show that you-as a twenty-five-year-old-are writing, directing, producing, and starring in. Or to a Vogue cover shoot, or the Golden Globes, or your publicist's office to discuss the latest internet disaster. But Dunham does it-even if it means interminable hospital stays, vomiting in the bathroom when she's meant to be meeting Oprah, or terrifying those closest to her-because she can no longer tell the difference between fighting to do what she loves and being a servant to her own ambition.
As Dunham takes us through her journey, tracking her rise to fame-from selling the pilot of Girls to the present-in three acts, it becomes clear that the spotlight casts long shadows. And when an endless supply of drugs can't protect you from pain, and begins to control your every move, being famous doesn't stand a chance. InFamesick, Dunham asks herself what the cost of fulfilling her dreams has really been and whether it was worth it.
What she finds is deeper than physical relief and more lasting.