Wrong Feeling, Right There. Altered States, #1

Julian spent ten years poring over a cracked-spine tome called The Wrong Sensation - an archive of peculiar cases where the juxtaposition of opposites produces an ecstatic surge. He's a scholar of contradictory sensations, and Rebecca is his most volatile case study. A firecracker, charged with a wild energy he craved - intelligent enough to be wary but foolish enough to throw caution to the wind.
Flash sections punch in between longer scenes: a Cuban translator in a red dress against drab military grey, her hips slamming a frantic drumbeat of lust while the bunker shakes. A phantom warmth flickering in his fingers days later, carrying her scent like a musky ghost. Knuckles whitening on a bookshelf. Chaos spent in the sticky heat of fucking someone else's despair. His cock jerking against her thigh, already rock-hard and slick through the denim.
The wrong feeling is the right one, and it's always right there.