The Vice. Versions of Me, #1

Eight years after everything fell apart, Harper Jones is still trying to convince herself she's fine. Therapy is just a box to check. The drinks, the lies, the wrong men-they're all ways to keep from remembering the right one. The man she can't let go of is the same one she's spent eight years pushing away-an on-again, off-again ache that never really fades. When their silence breaks, so does the illusion that she's moving on.
As Harper begins to confront the damage she's done-to him, to herself, to the future she once believed in-she starts to believe there might be a way forward, even as the cracks beneath her begin to widen. Because sometimes, rock bottom isn't where you've been-it's where you're going.