The Regrets I Have are not the Ones I Say. Worlds of the PACT, #1

Aviana Aquila does not have much, but she does have structure. No home but whatever she is currently assigned to, no family, and the closest to a relationship she has is a not very clandestine affair with her emotionally inhibited commanding officer, with whom she dreams to run away. As an Imperial soldier, ever on deployment, she knows she may die at any moment. As a commander, she knows she will need to order people to their deaths.
After years on years, she is dull to all of that, existing to exist. But when an Alliance Admiral comes aboard on what was just supposed to be a routine mission, her structured semblance of a life is completely overturned. The Admiral is not a normal being, and possibly insane. Yet her presence may save Aviana in more ways than one and make her rediscover the woman she loves. The life of an Imperial officer is one of struggle.
In power armor and gun at hand, they will see more die than say goodbye. Love is an impossible dream reserved for dark corners between missions. One mission, to a world that stopped communicating, with a foreign commanding officer who treats the laws of physics as a mere recommendation will turn the world of one of them upside down.