Still Believing After Church Hurt

You still believe. You're just exhausted. This is not a book about fixing your faith. It's a book about what it actually feels like to love Jesus while running on empty - the numbness during prayer, the guilt of skipping devotions, the slow drain of performing "okay" at church when you're quietly falling apart inside. Still Here is written for the Christian who: Shows up to church but leaves feeling worse Believes deeply but can't feel anything during worship Has stopped praying - not from rebellion, but from sheer depletion Feels guilty for not being more on fire, more grateful, more consistent Wonders if something is fundamentally broken about their faith With radical honesty, gentle humor, and zero pressure, each chapter sits in the uncomfortable tension between real faith and real exhaustion - without offering tidy resolutions.
You'll find journal reflections, honest prayers that sound nothing like the ones in church, and one small, doable thing per chapter. This book covers what most Christian books avoid: the burnout of ministry, the problem with forced gratitude, the difference between faith and feeling, why therapy and Jesus are not in conflict, and why rest is one of the most faithful things you can do. Still Here won't tell you to pray harder or trust more.
It will tell you that God is still in the room, even when you're staring at the ceiling with nothing to offer. You don't have to be fixed to be loved.