Sophie, I am happy... (REISSUE). ABSENCE, #1

Vile is my love for Miss Sophie, Versatile is her friendship to my heart. Our friendship had always been a secretive event to every single person who lived in the Greek Kingdom. The reason was simple, people from enemy states couldn't be friends! Never! - Lovers, Never ever!Hardly was she ever aware of my feelings, my love, but still she was well aware of the friendship we had. A friendship which still had no answers;I was trying my everything to get her love over her body; but I was still unsure about her love being my very candle with a red ruby.
I always felt paralyzed, but when one day came the news of her-herr ..... : I was wounded; and I felt myself immensely traumatized. I realized that my Eros was making feudal promises to the Thanatos; which, I, and my heart, unto life; failed to accept and understand. Inside, I felt deluded; lost; and betrayed in a situation where I still needed to discover the faraway truth. I wished to seek a manifestation - when I at last realized, this moment could be my only destination.....
I eventually met her - but;but - what I saw next, brought tears to my eyes..."A tale of love and tragedy which will make you experience love, even in the deadly warfare."