Sober Enough to Lose You. The Love and Damage Series, #4

Noah has done what once felt impossible: she has stayed. But sobriety does not erase the wreckage. It only forces her to face it. After addiction tears through her life, Noah is left standing in the aftermath with a mother who almost lost her, friends who knew more than she realized, a boy who helped her disappear, and Luna-the girl she still loves, but cannot survive by leaning on the way she once did.
As old wounds reopen and truths refuse to stay buried, Noah has to learn that forgiveness is not the same as access, love is not the same as rescue, and recovery means more than simply putting the pills down. It means becoming strong enough to stay, even when everything in her still wants to run. Raw, intimate, and aching with honesty, Sober Enough to Lose You is a novel about addiction, first love, grief, and the brutal courage it takes to choose yourself.