Self

I wanted to write a novel Self. To create psychologically coherent characters, I did personality research. And ended up creating Temperament: One OCEAN Typologies: One OCEANA structural integration of the Big Five personality model through subcomponent decomposition and interaction mapping. Traits are modeled as interacting systems rather than isolated dimensions. x TypologiesTypological systems (Keirsey x Enneagram) are reconstructed through One OCEAN. This one is already published. Then I created a very highly complex system for the novel.
Literally a new world. And inserted myself into it to potentially discover meaning. At some point-around c10- I realized I didn't need to manipulate the people. They started to live a life of their own. Then I started referring to myself as the observer of the Self world. I merely write what they do. Did I actually create Self or discover it? So far I've experienced many things including but not limited to:Kindness, cruelty, warmth, cold, love, hatred, happiness, sadness, calm, rage, strength, weakness, survival, death, parents, friends, brother, transcendence of temperament, transcendence of meaning, transcendence of love, transcendence of values, creation of worlds, creation of life, potential existence of worlds beyond here, irreplaceable things Does a creator exist or not?Political warfare; 1v1 battles. The battles are what earthlings would call supernatural.
But they're fully grounded in earthling science. Self is a simulation. Not a novel. Thus it can't be categorized. Volume 1 has 100 chapters. I will publish two chapters x the power system. And see how they do. If the book gets a significant amount of purchases, I might publish the whole first volume.