Seizing Control: Redemption. Duplicity Trilogy, #5

Seizing Control: Redemption is book five in the Duplicity Trilogy. The first four books, Tempting Fate, Making Choices, Seizing Control: Heartbreak, and Seizing Control: Awakening, must be read beforehand to understand the overarching storyline. Do not read this blurb if you haven't read the preceding books, as it contains spoilers. You have been warned.  Sick of being tormented by the schemes of my conniving first love and my devious husband, I've demanded time and space to think.
Six months to find my feet as a mother of three before I'm forced to face the fact that I'm in love with two lifelong best friends turned rivals. Their lies and secrets have put me in the middle for too long, and a grace period to adjust to my new reality is sorely needed. Understanding that the danger we face renders space impossible, I double down on my request for time. Slash and Lazarus begrudgingly agree.So for weeks, we exist in the same home.
Doting on our children together. Dancing around the lust growing between us. Denying the truth that will set us free. They push for more. I refuse to bend. Because I want them. together. While they want me. separately. Leaving us trapped in the midst of duplicity and rekindling, wondering if we will ever find peace. or if we are destined to spend the rest of our lives at war with our hearts?  Reader discretion is advised as this dark, traudemption romance contains potentially triggering content.
Please also be aware that this story is set in Australia and is written in UK English with liberal use of Aussie slang and vernacular.