Sacred Secrets of God - The Book

You Had the Experience. Now Here Is the Map. Something happened to you. Maybe it was psilocybin, ayahuasca, DMT - or something that arrived without a name. You went somewhere. Or something came through. And when it was over, the world looked the same. But you were different. The symbols won't leave. The visions surface in ordinary moments. Ego death was real - terrifying or transcendent - and yet no one around you seems to have a framework that can hold what happened without reducing it to brain chemistry or spiritual cliché.
Sacred Secrets of God - The Book was written for exactly this moment. Not before the journey. After it. Written from Inside the ExperienceDr. Barend R. Honiball is a Doctor of Divinity who undertook a structured entheogenic sequence - psychedelics in graduated combination - as part of formal doctoral research into consciousness and mystical experience. He did not observe from the outside. He went in.
He entered near-death states, experienced full ego dissolution, and documented encounters with luminous intelligences, geometric architectures of expanded awareness, and the point where time ceased entirely. Then he ran group sessions. Participants from different backgrounds, with no briefing on what to expect, were guided through the same sequences. They independently arrived at the same places, saw the same symbols, and reported identical landscapes.
Undirected. Documented."Some would call it Source. Others, the Mind of God. I do not know what to name it. But I know how it felt: like being known and unmade at once."What This Manual DeliversSacred Secrets of God - The Book is a doctoral-level manual, clinical integration curriculum, and transpersonal psychology resource in one. It is structured as a rigorous four-part framework: Section A - The Call and the Crossing: Where the curriculum begins.
The clinical and spiritual lifting of the veil for the first time. Section B - The Descent and the Reckoning: Mapping the deep terrain of shadow work, ego death, and psychological inner confrontation. Section C - The Return and the Revelation: Synthesizing mystical insight into structured understanding. Where transpersonal experience finds its precise technical language. Section D - Practitioner Workshops & Retreat Manual: A comprehensive masterclass toolkit containing 108 structured charts, tables, and workshop cards-featuring specific journaling prompts, embodiment practices, and ritual architectures designed for self-guided study or professional group facilitation.
Beyond the curriculum, this manual provides a systematic symbolic language for decoding visions, a transpersonal bridge connecting profound states to daily life, and documented evidence from group research showing that your experience belongs to a universal architecture known across mystical traditions for millennia.