Modes of Life. Human, #19

Throughout life, your conscious and subconscious intelligences shift you from one mode of life to another, in order to render you more successful while fulfilling your needs. Life has always been in this manner, while you persist to ignore it for various reasons. This is how you live your life randomly, more or less in tune with yourself, with society, and with nature, more or less against norms and expectations, one mode of life after another, just as it comes and just as it happens, since you can never understand it, you never learn about it in school, and you never see it in the media.
While living your life randomly, your 'bad' or 'unfortunate' modes of life replace inevitably your 'good, ' 'pleasant, ' or 'fortunate' ones. You enjoy the good as you try to avoid the rest, never predicting your life, never understanding your modes of life for what they truly are, and therefore you are never capable to control them. This manner of unconscious unpredictable living can become frustrating at times, even dangerous, with everyone telling you that you are abnormal, sick, malfunctioning, mean, or disobedient every time you are switched naturally to your 'bad' or 'forbidden' modes of life.
You do your best while refraining from temptations and 'bad' behavior, you try to remain within the hypothetical 'neutral' or 'good' modes of life as society demands from you, it does not work since your subconscious forces you in every manner to fulfill all your needs, while falling in the wrong side of everything. You feel bad and guilty then, you hate yourself, you get sick or you are punished by society, and even worse, you are labeled as sick and suffering by medicine, and as criminal and dysfunctional by justice.
Modes of life are neither bad nor dysfunctional, because they are meant to help you cope with all sudden changes from your immediate physical and social environment. While if you fail to identify and to predict your own modes of life, or if you act against them in any manner, then you might end up in hospital, in jail, or at the morgue, since it happens often. Throughout this book, you learn to identify and understand your modes of life, modes of intelligence, and modes of existence influencing you the most, while learning the multitude of modes of life, what triggers them, and how to access or avoid them in order to live a healthy, successful, fulfilling life.