Living A Beautiful War. Bantorus MC, #8

Wild women, good times, and easy rides allow Ink to hide the emotional ties he has with Lilly, the daughter of the president of Bantorus Motorcycle Club. With two warnings to stay away from Lilly on his record, his addiction swings wildly out of control and he can no longer bury the past. Either he's going to lose his club or Lilly will break up her family, and that will destroy them both. Lilly's forbidden love for Ink has survived her childhood straight to adulthood.
The more she fights for both of them, the closer she comes to finding out what is keeping Ink from claiming her. This time, she wonders if it wouldn't be best to point her boots toward Pitnam and live the rest of her life knowing she'll never have the one man she loves. With Silver Girls under Lilly's management, the Moroad MC taking favors from Bantorus, and the militia's orders skyrocketing, Ink's time is running out.
He's living a beautiful war full of addictions, rules, and heartbreak, and the only one who can save him is Lilly. The complete series is listed below. Each book is a standalone.#1 - Breathing His Air#2 - Aching To Exhale#3 - Soothing His Madness#4 - Grasping For Freedom#5 - Fighting To Ride#6 - Struggling For Justice#7 - Starving For Vengeance#8 - Living A Beautiful War