Life is no longer bearable with all this pain.. Losing everything is like starting over.. And how can I start now when I know that my soul is no longer helping me.. It is being eaten away every day and every moment.. I tried hard to forget but I couldn't.. I tried to adapt but I suffered more.. The hardest thing you can face is sadness.. Eternal sadness that never ends and has no cure.. You will have no choice but to surrender to it..
You drown in it.. It devours your soul.. It leaves you no door of escape.. It leaves you no hope.. You try to get rid of it many times.. You try to trick it.. But you can't.. It is stronger than you.. Stronger than even you can try to escape from it.. It will not leave you anything but to die for it to leave you.. I'm stuck here.. I can't find a hand to hold me or even a small sign of salvation.. How can I survive after all this..
I simply don't deserve.. I deserve nothing but torment, pain and loss..
Life is no longer bearable with all this pain.. Losing everything is like starting over.. And how can I start now when I know that my soul is no longer helping me.. It is being eaten away every day and every moment.. I tried hard to forget but I couldn't.. I tried to adapt but I suffered more.. The hardest thing you can face is sadness.. Eternal sadness that never ends and has no cure.. You will have no choice but to surrender to it..
You drown in it.. It devours your soul.. It leaves you no door of escape.. It leaves you no hope.. You try to get rid of it many times.. You try to trick it.. But you can't.. It is stronger than you.. Stronger than even you can try to escape from it.. It will not leave you anything but to die for it to leave you.. I'm stuck here.. I can't find a hand to hold me or even a small sign of salvation.. How can I survive after all this..
I simply don't deserve.. I deserve nothing but torment, pain and loss..