Heaven For Now

When Matt Murphy married his second wife, Heather, Paul and Neal were by his side. Neal, the brother of his first wife, Diva, had unwittingly sent Matt after Heather. Paul, also known as the cross-dresser Babette, was the only other person who knew Heather before her death. Seeing two strands of his life come together at his wedding and fall in love made sense to Matt, somehow. But it didn't make sense to Neal.
As far as Neal had been informed, he wasn't gay. Though he could never deny his love for Paul, how can Neal grasp what such an admission would mean in his life?Now, Paul has disappeared and Matt agrees to look in his last known location, Puerto Vallarta, home of sand and sun and - despite Matt's searching - absolutely no sign of Paul. And when Matt Murphy meets Marisol Saucedo, a physical trainer who makes her living by teaching her students to beat people up, his search for Paul stops as his fascination for Marisol blooms.
What will become of Paul and Neal? How will Matt make sense of their lives when he can't make sense of his own? Is love enough when it requires a leap of faith into a scary, new world? Can you use logic to find the answers? Or is it better to simply surrender to the moment, to the inebriating temptation that is love?Any decision will change their lives forever.