Faerie Kissed

Who am I? Josie Evans or Joslyn Naevana? Even I don't know anymore. My sister made a mistake years ago, and I was the one to pay the price. The day I was dragged to Faerie was the day I lost everything: my friends, my family, and my lovers. For a hundred years, I suffered for it as Faerie twisted me into the queen that she wanted: Joslyn Naevana. Now I have to return back to the human realm to hunt down a rogue fae.
If I don't find him, worlds will clash, and no one will survive that kind of realm-shattering destruction. It was supposed to be easy. Slip in, slip out. But then they appear before me. Foster, Jason, and Waylon. In their world, only ten years have passed, long enough to create a life without me. How can I fix the passage of time with a chasm of secrets sitting heavily between us? They were trying to move on from losing me, and I'm scared to even look at them because I'm not who they used to know.
I'm not that carefree innocent girl anymore. I'm a murderer. A survivor. I'm not even human anymore. A/NThis story contains violence, sexual situations, and strong language, and is not suitable for those under the age of 18.