Carson's Ruin. Fractured Bonds Vampire Clan, #1

Carson Holden wasn't looking for forever the night he walked into that bar. He only wanted a few drinks and maybe a little harmless distraction. What he found instead was Mathias Parson-tall, dark, and utterly impossible to forget. One charged look. One whispered word. Exquisite. From that moment, Carson is pulled into a world of shadows, blood, and soul-deep craving. Mathias is a vampire clan leader fighting the slow, seductive call of the sun while trying to protect the fragile balance of the family he has built.
Carson is the rare human whose blood sings to him-warm, vibrant, and dangerously addictive. Their connection is electric, intimate, and terrifying. Every touch, every feeding, every shared high deepens a bond that could save Mathias. or destroy Carson completely. As blackouts, cravings, and clan tensions mount, Carson must decide how much of himself he's willing to lose for a love that feels more like ruin than salvation.
In the Fractured Bonds Vampire Clan series, the most dangerous thing isn't the fangs. It's the way love can make you beg for the fall.