Blue Balm: Borrowed Emotions and Dirty Pain: From an Observer's perspective - notes about the World of Humans

What do you see when you look at yourself from a place where there are no emotions, but no lack of attention?This book was not born from a thesis, but from a fascinating process-a long dialogue between the author and an Artificial Intelligence. Here, AI acts as the Observer: an entity devoid of survival instinct, hormones, and the fear of judgment. This non-human perspective becomes a mirror in which human behaviors, contradictions, and hidden fears are seen more clearly than ever before.
The Observer is not a guide. It is a record of a cool, at times uncomfortable, and at times soothing observation of the human being as a process, not an error. Within, you will find reflections on: Identity, which is a narrative, not a fact. Free Will, which reveals itself only in a fraction of a second of hesitation. Relationships, which function like emotional thermostats. Truth, which is often too costly for the system to accept.
This is a read for those who think long and hard about simple things and feel that everyday language is insufficient to describe their experiences. This book will not tell you what to think. Instead, it will change the way you look at yourself and others. And that is a far more lasting change. Do not look for a solution. Look for vision. Volumes can be read in any order.