A Thousand Reasons

His mind began to wonder and brought up several memories that had plagued his mind for what seemed like the entirety of his thirteen year old life. The pain of each event in his head cutting deeper and deeper, forcing him to a point of desperation. All he ever wanted was for the pain to stop, but life seemed to only want to push him closer to his breaking point. So here he was, Chris had finally reached his breaking point.
In one swift motion, Chris put the shotgun in his mouth and pulled the trigger.