Mae Celeste

Dear Owen, I know you won't read this letter because I'm destroying it later. But I couldn't help but write it as I stared at the back of your head while you flirted with her. Every breathy giggle feels like a dagger to my chest. We were never together, but it fucking breaks my heart to know you don't love me back. I don't understand why you despise me or why you singled me out. Fuck, I can't handle this.
I'm in so much pain that maybe it's time. You know, I've been planning it for a while now, but I was never strong enough to do it. Now, I finally think I am. I want to let you know it's not your fault-it's mine. I should have ended this sooner, and I'm sorry I didn't. When I'm gone, I hope it brings you peace, like I know it will me. Sincerely, KiraI didn't mean for the letter to fall as I left class.
I never intended for anyone else to see it. But it doesn't matter now. Even if it gets out, I'll be dead by sunrise anyway. Note: This is an M/F Dark Hockey Contemporary Romance with an HEA. This book has extremely triggering themes and on-page SA. Owen is the villain AND the love interest. Please read the content warnings at the beginning of the book before reading. Your mental health matters.